I've been wondering where did the charisma go? i felt that writing with expression is one of my difficulties when in fact it was one of my strength before.... so what happened?
As i was driving alone with the stereo on... singing along to my ol fave tracks... i was making myself act along the song, to elaborate and demonstrate the meaning of the song just to be silly again... n it hit me... the reason why there's no charisma left, nor enthusiasm in my life now is because, everything has become normal and well i 'BORING'... just like what FidoDido famous quote "Normal is Boring!"
When life lacks its dramatic ambiance it also looses its essence, its like a recipe with no seasoning... there's something, edible yes... but just plain bland~
The voice that couldn't be heard, the thoughts that were not presented but just kept inside unknown....
Its always been the same story, the same thing everyday, no spice, no music, no aroma... and eventually you get use to it... silence.... just feeling content with urself... letting it all become just THAT and accepting that yes this is it... JUST FINE!!
Maybe someday, maybe just someday... i'll find my groove back... my voice back, my schweng back.. for now... M JUST FINE! tududududu~
As i was driving alone with the stereo on... singing along to my ol fave tracks... i was making myself act along the song, to elaborate and demonstrate the meaning of the song just to be silly again... n it hit me... the reason why there's no charisma left, nor enthusiasm in my life now is because, everything has become normal and well i 'BORING'... just like what FidoDido famous quote "Normal is Boring!"
When life lacks its dramatic ambiance it also looses its essence, its like a recipe with no seasoning... there's something, edible yes... but just plain bland~
The voice that couldn't be heard, the thoughts that were not presented but just kept inside unknown....
Its always been the same story, the same thing everyday, no spice, no music, no aroma... and eventually you get use to it... silence.... just feeling content with urself... letting it all become just THAT and accepting that yes this is it... JUST FINE!!
Maybe someday, maybe just someday... i'll find my groove back... my voice back, my schweng back.. for now... M JUST FINE! tududududu~
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