Today... i awoke feeling light... last nite was the storm.. yesterday was the war... but today... i dance under the rain on my feet touched the ground with my hands up high, praising the mighty lord for this conscience that hits every now and then...
Just like a sweet song that serenades me, it gives a meaning like its my own...
I know that i carry around a big sack of regrets around my shoulder, it is more heavier by the years coz i keep on filling it in with more weighs of blame, shame and never-ending disappointments deep within my soul... its fatal!
I let myself justify every single bit of insanity that doesn't need to be doubted nor acknowledged... but i wanted it... i needed it to keep myself occupied coz i cudn't stand the boredom that kills.... just being normal is never been what i intended to become...
This voice that appears, gives conscience and words of wisdom... but never ending challenges when u live with a big bomb of constant disappointment and no understanding... so forgive me for being off momentum every now and then...
for now.. m shifting the day... m shifting within... m shufflin :)
Just like a sweet song that serenades me, it gives a meaning like its my own...
I know that i carry around a big sack of regrets around my shoulder, it is more heavier by the years coz i keep on filling it in with more weighs of blame, shame and never-ending disappointments deep within my soul... its fatal!
I let myself justify every single bit of insanity that doesn't need to be doubted nor acknowledged... but i wanted it... i needed it to keep myself occupied coz i cudn't stand the boredom that kills.... just being normal is never been what i intended to become...
This voice that appears, gives conscience and words of wisdom... but never ending challenges when u live with a big bomb of constant disappointment and no understanding... so forgive me for being off momentum every now and then...
for now.. m shifting the day... m shifting within... m shufflin :)
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