Have a Break, Have a kitKAt! hehe
I needed the break somehow...its SatNyt and here i am on my bed, with my laptop listening to 'Aria' bach while the neighbor next door is having a blast with their party music... 'THERE'S A PARTY!!' n i am sadly not invited.... hmmm... hehehe
I just had this thought while tryna figure out how to finish my many skulwork just now... 'Wow things have changed so much that, somehow here i am on a SatNyt with my skulWork and ther's a party next door n i am not even invited... n all i hear is youngsters screaming having a great time it seems.... hahaha... my god... i have never been so assured that 'THAT Ship has definitely sailed'.... haahhaha
N another assurance of how i've changed so far... i am in bed... listening to 'Aria-Bach' in an attempt to drown the blaring crazy loudness of the tempting dance music that (m not gonna deny it) does make my feet thumping to the beat... eurrghh!! i Miss it so much!!
MY god! the beat makes me wanna go dance in circles aaahh.. those were the days... damnitz... hahha... owell!!
Now i just needed to focus on studies.. yes... i needed to accept the fact that... i have entered adulthood n left irresponsible playful era of my life... n I've transit to this, well quite dull lonesome environment....but this is life's necessary cycle... once i get thru this... i'll party hard in an adult way hahaha... which is much more gratifying coz seriously... i can do whatever i wanna do but in a serious responsible way... hahaha doesn't really sound that fun hahha... well that's a fact!
On a different matter.... hmm... nothing much... other than.. i've only got 2 trustful fren in skul but seems like he's on the verge of giving up on skul... which kinda gets me down mood.... well... its really challenging when u don't have any frens in skul.. u need them for reference n ol... as well as to be in a team.. or else seriously ur LOST!
Owell... no matter.... if this is the circumstances... then i'll just have to work with whatever i got.... which is myself, my optimism, my talent, my brain, my self-confidence and my time... insyallah... i'll cu ol at the finish line... definitely with flying colours... amin!!
Ayt need to go crack my head with the books now... first with a fag! hehhe
I needed the break somehow...its SatNyt and here i am on my bed, with my laptop listening to 'Aria' bach while the neighbor next door is having a blast with their party music... 'THERE'S A PARTY!!' n i am sadly not invited.... hmmm... hehehe
I just had this thought while tryna figure out how to finish my many skulwork just now... 'Wow things have changed so much that, somehow here i am on a SatNyt with my skulWork and ther's a party next door n i am not even invited... n all i hear is youngsters screaming having a great time it seems.... hahaha... my god... i have never been so assured that 'THAT Ship has definitely sailed'.... haahhaha
N another assurance of how i've changed so far... i am in bed... listening to 'Aria-Bach' in an attempt to drown the blaring crazy loudness of the tempting dance music that (m not gonna deny it) does make my feet thumping to the beat... eurrghh!! i Miss it so much!!
MY god! the beat makes me wanna go dance in circles aaahh.. those were the days... damnitz... hahha... owell!!
Now i just needed to focus on studies.. yes... i needed to accept the fact that... i have entered adulthood n left irresponsible playful era of my life... n I've transit to this, well quite dull lonesome environment....but this is life's necessary cycle... once i get thru this... i'll party hard in an adult way hahaha... which is much more gratifying coz seriously... i can do whatever i wanna do but in a serious responsible way... hahaha doesn't really sound that fun hahha... well that's a fact!
On a different matter.... hmm... nothing much... other than.. i've only got 2 trustful fren in skul but seems like he's on the verge of giving up on skul... which kinda gets me down mood.... well... its really challenging when u don't have any frens in skul.. u need them for reference n ol... as well as to be in a team.. or else seriously ur LOST!
Owell... no matter.... if this is the circumstances... then i'll just have to work with whatever i got.... which is myself, my optimism, my talent, my brain, my self-confidence and my time... insyallah... i'll cu ol at the finish line... definitely with flying colours... amin!!
Ayt need to go crack my head with the books now... first with a fag! hehhe
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