i was on my way one morning... driving alone with the bruce lash 'Lithium' playing to get my mood up... it was a wonderful day to begin...
And as i approach the end of the junction where i usually turned left to head for Gadong area,this time i just drove ahead to the traffic light leaving Lambak Area which would then lead me to either going Muara or left to Jerudong...
Somehow it got me thinking... i was twitching abit... i was leaving my comfortzone to another unknown experience of my life....
I had just switched route :)
A month ago i was commuting daily to the other path that leads me to my work... and before that i was driving alone with my homemade Nutella Sandwich to Muara base for 2 months... and somehow now i was heading to another place... someplace new... someplace i've always wanted to be... somewhere i am back on track where my dreams are.... I made it back... slowly yet surely there... :)
Thinking about it... it wasn't so long ago i was dreading my fate... 5months beforehand, i was pretty much beaten up with my working experience and then my unemployment period really took a toll on my self-esteem... i was constantly wondering where am i heading... how's it gonna be for me?
Somehow here i am... singing along to the tune with the sunshine up above... another new day... the birds are still singing... the road are still busy with the traffic and life still goes on fine... whether u like it or not....
Of cors when we are faced with those challenges, it felt like everything is lost, nothing means anything anymore... the world is crumbling down... the sky just seems so gloomy everyday... depress depress depress...
But we fail to realize that, everyday is anew given chapter... everyday we can choose to live life better... let bygones be bygones and so on and so on.... just be patient... be hopeful, be fateful... believe that everything does happens for a reason... and that god is merciful...
It's ol good... so far... m just tryna workout my mind.... it needs to go on full swing... lots of catching up to do.... anyone who knew how to ride a bike will owes know how to ride, all they need to do is just get a bike n start cycling... :)
Ganbatte yen... Rakuten :)
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